Who am I ?

other person say to me "you should do it" as usual.
but I wanna think to do myself, and this way is just mine.
if I had returned to highschool student, I would go to abroard as my friend.
so, I remember when I was too young, I always don't have a confidence.
but I can find that condition is usual.
so, almost people wanna be same as others.
this is my thinking way.